Pennys 1 year anniversary  27th September 12.20am  2008

She left my arms and became pain free,how i miss her

Precious Little Friend

Precious Little Friend

It's time to rest your weary head

One last time

And though I know it's time

To say goodbye, it's breaking

My heart in two

I just hope you know

How much I love you so

Precious Little Friend.

I know your time has come

So thank you for the love

You freely gave

Oh, how you loved.

I try to think of how it

Used to be

Back when you still loved me

How you'd bounce and play

And watch the birds all day...

Precious Little Friend.

So goodbye my little friend

I'll stay beside you

Until the end

I'll see you through

Just like you stayed right by my side

Every day of your sweet little life

I will hold you close, and whisper in your ear

My Precious Little Friend

I can't believe you're gone

I look for you all day long

And try to be strong

Oh, what I'd give to touch your sweet, soft fur

And hold you just one more time.

But it cannot be

I have to set you free

Precious Little Friend.

I wouldn't trade the time we had

For anything ----

Goodbye, My Little Friend.

I love and miss you so much

My darling Pennys 1st year  away from us and still we mourn every day for you, and think of you and how much you mean to us.

I can not believe it is 1 year already time passes so quickly, there is never a day goes by that we do not think of you Penny and think of the joy  you brought to my life in so many ways.

You left my arms at 12.20am on 27th of September 2008 and i felt part of my heart left me to,i still think of that awful moment for me, but peaceful moment for you.

I have so many memories  of our time together and no one can take them from me

You are my best friend , my soul mate and i miss putting my arms round you and cuddling you and whispering to you " i love you" as you would lick my face and give me your paw, you just knew how i felt about you and always always will.

I will do something so special today just for you, i will take your ahes out with me into the park and just  sit there and think of you, your favourite places i will visit and i know you will be close by, i know you always are a thought away from me.

We have a new edition to the family now Little paddy the black labrador who was born 2 days after you passed away Penny, he is so like you,but he has  his own wee personality and has found his way into my heart, my heart was always going to be big enough to love another, you all have your own wee places  in my heart.

Thinking of you always my special special girl

Run free and wait for me we will be together again 1 day !!!

They say time is a healer

well maybe that is true.

I didnt want to be healed i only wanted you.

I think of you every day

your bark, your demands at me your fun

And most importantly your trust and love

Id walk a million miles if i knew i could see you at the end of it,

You were a true friend and i know one day when my time comes to make that crossing , that you will be there waiting for me

To guide me and show me, i hold on for that day my sweet girl

Our song Penny

You know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song

And brighten my day

Who would have believed that you were part of a dream

Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find

Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel glad when you're glad

I feel sad when you're sad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile without you

IN THE BEGINNING ……

When God had made the earth and sky, the flowers, and the trees,

He then made all the animals, and all the birds and bees.

And when His work was finished, not one was quite the same.

He said, "I'll walk this earth of mine and give each one a name."

And so He travelled land and sea, and everywhere he went

A little creature followed him, until it's strength was spent.

When all were named upon the earth, and in the sky and sea,

The little creature said, "Dear Lord, there's not one left for me."

The Father smiled and softly said, "I've left you to the end.

I've turned my own name back to front and called you DOG, my friend."

Well Penny it is 6pm on the 26th of September 2009 and  i have done nothing but think of you all day long, remembering exactly what happened   this time last year and how ill you were and how we were back n forth all day  long to the vets, i remember how much i cried that day and how you still managed to give me a lick   it was almost as if you were trying to reassure me that you would be ok, but that you needed to go , that your time had come to move on , you know how much i tried and battled to keep you "just one more day" i just didnt want to let go of you, you were my pride and joy.

I remember like yesterday that awful night at 10.30pm when i had to take you to the animal hospital and i heard they dreaded words from the vet there, i struggled for almost 2 hrs in there   i just could not let you go, then they gave me some time with you alone to say my goodbyes, it was and still is the worst night of my life.

I now think back on  our happy times together and i do believe you sent wee paddy to us, as we had the chance of so many little black labradors that kept falling through and out of nowhere Paddy arrived in our lifes. i belive you guided us to each other, he was born on the 29th of Sept 2008 2 days after your passing, i believe in fate and believe you helped Paddy find us we have had him since he was 8 weeks now.

I miss you so much my friend and will think of you at 12.20am 

i will hold you close to me and remember the good times